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Thursday, April 28, 2011
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Monday, June 28, 2010
The Best Moment of My Life
Friday, May 7, 2010
Summer
Remember those days. Sun. Covered in sun. Everything soaked with warm. Cold losing the battle. Schedule wasn't in your vocabulary as you spent all day running, jumping, falling. Oh! How much bliss it was! All your days were spent playing, coming home, eating, and restlessly trying to sleep. So oblivious to worry. The place where God played with me.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
I find inspiration in abundance but direction dry. Acceptance and praise far from the lips of my witnesses. They are disappointed when they look at the crown I can't stop casting upon my skull for there has yet to be a place for my hand to be place. No wrench to tighten a nut. No ear to catch my words spilling out of my mouth. When, oh Lord, will you bless me to be a blessing. Where is the end of my journey in which You've set me on? What is my destination? Where will I lay my thoughts down for you to clean away? When will my tears for the lost mean something? When will my love be allowed to spill over for the hands reaching out? God keep my head above water. Saturday, December 12, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Oh how my soul aches to be a father.
I look around and see all the innocent faces of the children of people. It makes my heart ache to hear a child cry. It makes me smile to hear one laugh. I can't but help but imagine all the things I will do to show my son I love him. I can't wait to be there to listen to his ideas and opinions. How I'm going to teach him everything God is trying to teach me. Oh how I enjoy the thought of holding a living person who has a living heart, a heart that I get to help grow. I can't wait to see God's face through a gift He will bless me with.
Monday, November 30, 2009
My worries resign in my family.
Lately I've been thinking about my family. Mostly because I'm going to see some of them for Christmas. Last time I saw them I was a different person. All my memories are me being unhappy and such but none the less now that I have grown up and found the source of love and happiness there has been a different source of unhappiness to accompany my new found love. Unlike the unhappiness I've felt in the past this unhappiness causes me to feel great sympathy and worry. It's the kind that makes my heart want to climb out of my chest and do something. This one particular unhappiness is caused by the lack of well being of my mother.
Although having a strange and unique relationship with my mother I still have an overwhelming love for her. Lately though my thoughts of her have been of a different subject than the usual. Recently my mother has been married, found a home, found a church, and found Christ. This is all good, but the deeper, unfortunate side of the story is that this is her third husband, she's finding herself unable to pay her rent, her church is not able to help her grow, and her faith is found in religion. My heart weeps for this woman as I want to hold her and show her the real love that God wants for her. But I'm miles away and it seems like a phone call will make me look foolish. I want to show her the treasures she has waiting for her. I want to show her the healing she can receive by just asking for it, appose to the medicine she's grown to rely on. I think of this book when I think about how amazing my mother is, and it makes me cry when I have a hard time seeing the hope in her future. I can only pray.


